It's easy to say: I wish for

But dreams don't just become real, they grow.









I love life, it's not always beautiful and shinny but it always finds a way to show me how wonderful it can be.
I know that I'm far away from reality when I see the world, but I am so grateful for just being alive, just being here with all these people I love, just to know them and know that they are here makes me smile, that's just me.
I'll never change.

I have my grumpy moments, sometimes they last for months, but I need this, that is my way to find energy. Okay I'm not just grumpy, I suck at these times, but honestly be happy that I don't show all the things that run up and down in my mind.


There's a dark side in me that even I don't like to see.





And than there's this other little bastard that strikes me every time I try to find a reason not to think about you....damn just one entry without you, just one.





btw: As I was told by a special person, I am officially off the market because of my mariage plans, this makes me, well I'm not sure what to think about this.

Got something to show my big sister:


Watch the end (5min before the credits), you will know what I wanted to say