I can't stop checking my account.

I can't stand to wait for a message from her.

I try to control it, try to stop my mind slipping away and stop concentrating on my exam on tuesday, but I can't.

Did she really asked me why I didn't write her back?

Or did she just misdial?

Did she really meant want she wrote?

Or is she just messing with me?


The more I think about all this, the more I start to worry again.

I don't want to lose her before I have her.


I'm thinking about this one call, how will it be? How will she response to the question? What can I that she dosn't say No?

Damn you woman.

Hallo, my name is Joe...

I love music and I love to hang out with my friends.

I've never been a good listener but I would say that I am a good lover.

Call me.




Babbeling and thinking, something like this.

I consider myself crazy nowadays.

I played "Never ever have I" yesterday night, which was a lot of fun thinking back that I didn't actually think it would be.
It was the first time I connected a little bit more to the people I hang around with in this town. I felt a little more home.


But still, I can't be happy with the way my life is going with them. I didn't come here to do things I did back in the days and really didn't enjoy. I came here to get a life.