Okay, I'm one step to giving up.


Tell me to back off and I will.

There are no more signs I can ignore, no more nights I can spent thinking of being with you. There are no more days left I can give up just for you.

There is no more motivation to get up.


Just a hole occurs, that's it.

I'm falling.

I never thought I might say this but this sucks, this wasn't necessary, this wasn't how it should end, this wasn't what I planned.


I lost a lot of motivation tonight. I lost my flavour of life. At least for a couple of days.


I'm not giving up, I'm giving in.