I called.

A couple of days ago.

I actually did it.

I never thought I 'd be able to do, but like everything else I just suddenly felt the need to do it.


Honestly there's no way I can describe how this phone-call made me feel.

Just the way she picked up and sounded, how she talked to me, listening and caring, it was not even close to anything I ever imagined.

And mostly amazingly, it all went well, it even went way better. She actually didn't even close seemed like being unhappy about my call.

After I asked if she might have some time at the next weekend she politely declined but added that she would be at home and that we can do something together at the weekend afterwards.

And I guess the suggestion from her to go to the christmas market maybe or the question if I might go to the Nordmensa anytime so are a good sign.


I hope for the best, but still I don't know how this will work out.