So is this how it works?

I write.

You wait.

I get confused.

You wait.

I go crazy.

You wait.

I get mad.

You wait.

I get worried.

You wait.

I can't sleep.


Okay, if it seemed to you that I played tricks, than I am sorry, I never meant to. I was only scared. Scared of all. All I know is that this is hard, this is so cruel.

You know how long I waited, you know that I was here and that I take this serious.

Damn you strike me down.

This rollercoaster ride is so hard, I honestly don't know how long I can take this, but still I want you, you can't change this.