Wednesday night

No, wait thursday night. I get a text message. An invatation to a "fare-well-party" for an apartment. Something I never expected.

And something I screwed up. I was way over normal status, way to active. I wasn't me.

I thought I could change this, but here I stand, here I fall. I apologised. Not for being drunk. But for just being just an idiot.


4 months and still I can't get it straight :P

Maybe the right way is really to say goodbye and let it be, even though my heart can't say it right now.


I'll wait until next year...