I can't stop checking my account.

I can't stand to wait for a message from her.

I try to control it, try to stop my mind slipping away and stop concentrating on my exam on tuesday, but I can't.

Did she really asked me why I didn't write her back?

Or did she just misdial?

Did she really meant want she wrote?

Or is she just messing with me?


The more I think about all this, the more I start to worry again.

I don't want to lose her before I have her.


I'm thinking about this one call, how will it be? How will she response to the question? What can I that she dosn't say No?

Damn you woman.