I apologize.

This is hard to say.

I apologize for a decision I made more than 3 years ago.


I could have done it differently.

I regret it. I've always been regreting it.

That day, something in me just didn't kept on living. I made it stop.

I want it back.

You make decisions you can never take back. You try to live life without mistakes. Yet you do them everyday. Some of them are big, some of them are small.

I'm sad.

Sad how I turned out. How I wasted so many chances. So many things I could have achieved by now. I have been high. I have been at a state where I could have just keep on going and just be the me I was. But than I made steps backwards, not forward.


There's darkness, and then there's light. For each one that dies, there's a new life beginning.