What if I smile?

What if it is because of you?

What if, all of the sudden I got over her?

What if you give me a good time?

What if I do care too much about you?

What if this is the way it should be?


It hit me a couple of hours ago, it hit me really hard. I felt like it in the last couple of days. I feared it. But still it felt good. Knowing that I actually can met a person who can mean much to me.

And makes me forget about the times I properly spent wasting for someone else.

I still think of these old "what if's" but you help me a lot. I know it sounds strange, but I don't need to be somebody else around you. I don't feel the need to be better to impress you.

All I do is care for you being there.

I hope for this friendship to grow. For a start this is all I really want. From that we'll see.