Hello world.

I'm home. At least it is home. At the moment it doesn't quite feel quite like home, but it is and always will.

I had a talk with my mom. I was scared as hell. I didn't know what I would have done if she actually would have said that my studies are over.

It was her decision. And I am thankful as hell.

I guess it's time to fight.

Well actually I don't guess.

I know.

So many signs lately showed me that the way I do my life, or life does me, is right. I mean I have beautiful friends, people that care for me and love me for who I am.
I live in a country where a failure in one area doesn't force you to give up everything. You get a second chance. It was easier back in the days I know that, but still you have so many possibilities you can take by the horns.

Good God, I am happy. I feel relieved and anxious. But I feel like this time I will get it right, I will make it better than I did before.


And I keep on smiling.

I would like to finish with a song I got from someone, I don't understand all of it but who cares:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1PSWyUnRd4


Btw: If you keep on looking around you will see more happiness than you think.