Well it won an Oscar for best Short-Moive, so it can't be that bad.

It is not a very good story, and I honestly didn't like the all over storyline, but I believe it is not about the story, it is about the fact that everything in this movie is made from a logo from a different trademark.

It is worth a watch, nothing more.

7 out of 10

Look here: click

I was a little bit disappointed by the end, but all in all you can say it is a good movie.

The story was, at least for me something new, and the acting was solid, not oscar or globe worthy, but not bad either.

To be fair, the real star of the movie in my opinion is the story.


8 out of 10

Look here: click

It was a small step, but better than nothing.


- learned about 2 and a half hours.

- spend 2 hours on the internet

- watch 30 minutes of film today

- spend 35,31 Euros (some "present" for me)


And now I will enjoy my little sleeping time.


And I am thinking about what I wanted to tell here, but I totally forgot it.

Due to the fact that some people might worry:

I am good.

Just listen to a beautiful desription of my happyness

Allright

I am making this list mostly for the simple fact that I have become a lazy bastard lately and I can't put up with any more excuse from myself.

And I want to show some ambition, because let's face it, I never really had one.

And likewise, I don't want to end like another of these internet trolls that lost the contact to real life.



So here goes the plan from monday on:


- 2 hours of playing time a day (anything multimedial)

- 1,5 hours of watching series, movies and so on per day

- reasonable hours of bed time (if necessary long "awake"-time is allowed but no playing until 6 in the morning)

- less drinking during the week (occasional drinking due to shitty days is allowed)

- drinking only on weekends

- sleeping until sundown prohibited

- spend less than 25 euros per week/120 euros per month tops

- start a sport (hardest part)

- 3 hours of reading or learning shit for uni :D

- eat at least every second day one hot meal

- update your blog at least once a week to see results

- use your calendar



Basics for the year:

- clean and improve room (repair the chair!! and install a normal light at your ceiling and maybe a curtain)

- save money for argentina and after

- renew your cd list

- watch at least half of the movies from the imdb top250

- learn more spanish

- build a smoker (for example)

- get a bachelor degree and graduate better than your a-exam

- talk to your best friends at least once a month

- be at your cousin's wedding

- get your story moving

- finish the present for your little sister

- learn the little instrument

- improve your bartender skills




Treats/Pleasures for this year:

- Chuck Ragan, March 12th

- my spanish girl visits in April

- Hot Water Music, June 13th

- KP2 - Adorf, July or August

- Taubertal Festival, August 13th til 15th

- Argentina, September 4th til October 11th

- Ivrea or Sweden (May or August)

- LAN in October

- KISS or AC/DC



So you know how to reach me, if I screw this up again.

I've got the scars to remind me
I've watched the clocks go around
I've walked myself through some days
That have put me where I am
In another time in another place
All things might have been in place
But for now I'm finding myself
Up here standing on a rooftop screaming:

"Hey world are you listening?
Listening to me?
I'm here and i'm hurting to begin again"

It's another time it's another place
And we are making more old days
But for now I'm finding myself
Out here standing on my doorstep screaming:

"Hey world are you listening?
Are you listening to me
I'm here and I'm hurting to begin again
Hey world I'm ready to listen
And learn something new
I'm here and I'm willing
To get myself through"

(click)

One of my favourite songs nowadays

I am sitting in a backpacker. The special part is, I am in Cologne. I am sitting in a backpacker in Cologne. I like to be around foreigners.

It ist like being in a foreign country but being home at the same time. There are japanese, spanish or maybe portugese people and americans.

It makes the working part a lot easier. I become more relax. I am very tired from the hard day, because I needed to get up early and from 9:30 am 'til 11 pm I had around 2 hours for sitting down and relaxing.

It is tough sometimes, but it is okay. It is better to fall into bed exhausted than because of boredom.


Of course I have some problems here. Mostly because I was lazy the last weeks, but also because the person responsible for me sometimes just forgets that I haven't done things like this before and expects me to knwo everything and do everything right by the first time and is very disappointed when I do something wrong.
Sometimes I am waiting for her to explode....


But we get along. So no worries.


Enjoy your nights, I will do that with mine now.

It is a lonely night and I am listening to wihspering whiskey drinking man.

I am dying because of nervosity and hoping that I get a sign, but there is not one. I am just being ignored.

Which is nice.

Because now I can stand in my own misery. Thanks a lot. I always get better when I am in this mode. I grow upon myself.

So let me tell you little miss something. I was not made for this. If I screwed up, than tell me but don't f. ignore me and leave me hanging. I know I am not the best guy in town, but hell I am a good man and I deserve being treated fair.

I know I made some mistakes and I am fine with accepting them. But I am not happy about playing games. I am too old for this shit.

Let's play with open cards. Let me tell you how I feel about you. I know I am a sensitive, emotional guy and that I can be a bit clingy. But most of the time it is only at bad times because than I feel lonely and weak.
When I am in a normal mood, I can survive almost anything. And I did. For many years. I survived all the bad things life throw in front of me.

And I will survive this. I am here standing and I won't back down before I want to.

Good morning sunshine.

Let me bring you up to date on my business. I was in cologne the last week. It was a lot of work but it was a great feeling getting something done, although we did not finish the work we actually went to cologne for and some time I really was about to leave, it was a good experience.

I will have to go back in september to get all the samples for my bachelor degree, so wish me luck that I can get it all done the next time.


And now to the lady part.

Which is shittie. If you can call it that.

I am sitting here and missing her. This part would be okay if I would know where we stand. I have a feeling that I screwed up.

So I am here listening to my 12 Stones and rolling in my own misery.


But at least I am feeling something ;)

Tonight I had my first date, well actually I am not sure if it was a date, but I hope it was.

And I have to tell you I was a little bit nervous, but now I am releaved, content, happy and a little bit anxious. I don't know how it went. I honestly have no clue. I mean we talked a lot, mostly I listened to her, but there was nothing that could be seen as a signal against or for a relationship. It was like sitting with a good friend.

To be honest, I think that this is not a good sign, but I don't want it to be. I like her.

It ist tough for me now. I think I want to ask her for another date, but I am not sure.

And hell I am going nuts on this.

It is not as bad as almost a year ago, I am more settled. I won't have as many worries like back then but I still will wonder some days.

But I am happy and that is the most important part. I will last from this evening some days, just because I can. It is weird but lately the boy from the old days seems to come back and takes control of the student and helps him to be more relaxed and happy.

Thank you for that, mystirious girl I had a date with.



Edit:

I think you all know that it wasn't my first date, it was my first date in 2 years. Yes it was.